Is this really real?

Have you ever had an experience so amazing you think back on it and wonder if it really happened?
Have you ever met someone and it felt so amazingly right that you were afraid to blink because it might all disappear into a puff of smoke?
Have you ever wished upon a star and then your wish came true and you wondered how magical that star really was? Or was it a premonition? Or did the divine really listen to prayers?
I am on the cusp of a huge change in my life. Some things have left my life, others have entered. Some will stay, and I am sure that some will go.
I am happy - I am hopeful
I am refusing to let fear of the unknown and uncertainties in myself over take this joy. They still exist, but they are not being granted power.
It takes something major for me to commit it to my blog... This could be major.
I don't blog often because I know others read it. This blog was conceived as a brain dump; it has become a window to my soul. I don't blog often because the curtains are drawn on that window. I can see such beauty in the possible future I have opened myself up to that I want to immortalized this moment, this feeling, in my blog. I want to put this out there for the world to read. Hell, I may need to be physically restrained from yelling it from the roof tops.
I'm just a girl at times. Right now the little girl that lives in my heart is singing with joy that she asked for him and he may have listened.